I’ve had a horrible last couple weeks, just missing my girl. I feel such pain, staying up all night second guessing everything we did for her, decisions we made for her, wondering what bad karma I brought upon us to have to not have her. I miss her so much. I feel cheated. I understand […]
Fallon has been gone since September. It seems like forever. Things are still going tenuously, sometimes OK, sometimes horrible—living without her still seems impossible, yet we’re doing it. Nighttime is awful, I have been sleeping with headphones on, piping noise into my brain so I don’t have to listen to my thoughts. I can’t stop […]
It’s Fallon’s twelfth Gotcha Day December 30th–New Year’s Eve Eve is the day I picked her up from the Dunkin’ Donuts. I always joked with her that I bought her there because she is the sweetest thing. She always laughed at my jokes. We picked her up there because it is a place close to […]
I can’t convey how difficult the past 3 months have been. Life without Fallon on earth has been quite a transition—as has been life on earth without Fallon. I still feel a good amount of pain. There have been tons of challenges, and I have been facing each one with a “fake it ‘til you […]
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